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So it seems I've lost you now...I now must face the fact...
your future lies with another...and there's no turning back.
My pride won't let me wait...hoping that you might see...
that maybe in time...you'd realize...
you might have been...best with me.
We once had something special...but I was filled with fear...
I wish that you had married me...but...
thanks for a wonderful year.
I just keep looking back...remembering how good it had been...
my memories are mine forever...I loved you so much then.
But you were so very different than I...
and I just couldn't find the way...
and my once in a lifetime love...is finally gone to stay.
I can't believe it's over...forever...and at last...
no one can take those times away...but now those times are past.
I'll never look back with sorrow...and I never will regret...
I fell in love with such a lady...and that's what I won't forget.
I tried and tried to make it...but I just couldn't get it right...
and maybe I never will...I've just got too much pride.
I hoped that you could put up with me...at least till we figured things out..
but things just kept getting worse...till finally there was no doubt.
I don't know how to do it your way...or even if it should be done...
I really never meant to hurt you...
I don't want to hurt anyone.
I hoped and dreamed that someday...I'd some way find the road back...
to the love that I once cherished...but now...I must face the fact...
that my once in a lifetime romance...that was just like a fairy tale...
will not have a happy ending...I'm sorry...I tried but I failed.
But because you have been so wonderful...both as lover and as friend...
I'm sorry for all my mistakes...because I may never find it again.
So good-bye, my darling...I still love you...
I hope you find your way.
It's time for me to give up...and that's hard for me to say.
Thanks for all the good times...we came so very close...
we almost had it all...we loved much more than most...
but I will never stop loving...the lady that I once knew...
you are everything a woman should be...
I want another you.
copyright 2000 skybird publishing company
james bruce joseph sievers
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